2007/03/26

[亂寫]悶

真討厭的心情

一直想出去玩
可是論文寫(改?)不完
一直想敗家
可是存款已見底(我的薪水快來啊)

在圖書館看著窗外的藍天
改不完的論文,讓我瞭解何謂白色巨塔
忽然發現原來囚犯在監獄裡的心情,是如此的無奈

好在圖書館有冷氣
但是一直坐著,我的鮪魚肚又冒出來了

四月快來吧
我要快步奔向湛藍色的swimming pool
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口試快來吧
口試完就能先鬆一口氣了
口試完我要一個人去看300壯士啊(找不到伴的悲哀)
口試完我要去買皮革回來做我的新背包了(圖樣可都找好了啊)
口試完我要......

2007/03/20

[亂寫]目標

突然發現
接下來的半年
自己會忙到翻掉
一堆事要做,要負責

論文、報告、讀書、運動、賺錢

謝謝老天給我這麼多的機會來嘗試

Anyway, Just do it

2007/03/17

[亂寫]藏住

把感情那麼複雜的事情藏在心中

會把自己逼瘋的~~~

所以呢?


我要上到山頂

大 聲 亂 叫

[不爽]我的飯哩?

好久沒遇到這種鳥事了

去快餐店吃飯,吃到一半去裝湯
再回到位置時,我的餐盤已經被清掉了
啊哩,我還沒有吃完啊

凸-_____-
一整個奇摩子就很不好
儘管小妹很可愛,一直道歉
我的也不想再吃他們的飯了
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肚子好餓,學校外面人又爆炸多
是怎麼樣

週末大家都沒事幹嗎?

[亂寫]夢想

那天
在偌大考場中
看著手上的英文試題
在那場國際企業的招募筆試後
才驚覺自己的夢想是一個模糊不清的Concept

25歲的我
對於未來還是充滿了不確定與問題

軟弱的自已
太過容易受外力所影響
儘管明瞭自己對未來生活的物質渴望

但卻找不到抓不住理不出
當下的我,最該做的是什麼

就是在搞創業的BP
想出了公司的Vision,卻寫不出Goal
想出了未來的趨勢,卻找不到眼前該要如何起頭

也許,我該停下每天空乏的腳步
想想自己的Goal

也許,我也該去嘗試自己的興趣
而不再是在意他人的眼光

[悲嘆]臺灣正在進行一場文化大革命

Taiwan erases the memory of its Chinese dictator

from Economist

這幾年的臺灣政爭被 Economist 拿來和之前的大陸文革相提並論
(嗯,上面這句話不是Economist說的,ok,我承認誤刊)

因為手法如出一轍:只要意見不同,就鼓動人民把對方鬥臭。

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B G化的台灣實令人心涼
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曾經的熱血青年
如今安在?
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沒想到這種抱怨文還是引來政治上的議題
真不是我願見的

anyway
有人反應了,所以我把原文與出處網址都貼上
對政治議題有興趣的人,想練習英文的人都去看看吧(這篇英文真的很簡易)


Cultural revolution


Mar 15th 2007 | TAIPEI
From The Economist print edition
The fight over a dictator's legacy

CHIANG KAI-SHEK may once have been revered as a near-god on Taiwan, where he led his Chinese Nationalist regime after being defeated by Mao Zedong's Communists on the mainland in 1949. But almost a third of a century after his death, the memory of the old dictator is being effaced, with the removal of the generalissimo's statues and the renaming of many streets and even Taipei's international airport.
Reuters No longer mourned

This has provoked a political row, which this week engulfed Taiwan's defence minister, Lee Jye. He was expelled from the Kuomintang (KMT), Chiang's former ruling party, for allowing statues of the old nationalist to be removed from Taiwan's military bases.

Chiang's legacy has never been properly examined in Taiwan. Arguments about the past are also fights over what the island should be in the future: a part of China (the view of Chiang Kai-shek and his political heirs), or an independent nation with a distinct, non-Chinese Taiwanese identity.

The current government of President Chen Shui-bian, whose Democratic Progressive Party (DPP) leans towards independence (but which appointed a KMT man as defence minister), intensified its campaign against the generalissimo as the island marked the 60th anniversary of the “228 Incident”—the KMT's violent suppression of protests against its rule on February 28th 1947. An estimated 28,000 were killed.

Blaming the massacres on Chiang and the “outside” regime of the KMT, the DPP announced plans to rename the giant Chiang Kai-shek Memorial Hall in Taipei as the “Taiwan Democracy Memorial Hall”, and tear down the sanctuary's perimeter wall. The central government dropped “China” from the names of many state enterprises last month. There is talk of removing Chiang's portrait from Taiwanese coins.

DPP leaders may be politicking ahead of parliamentary elections in December, and presidential polls next March. But there is more at stake. By casting the 228 Incident as a clash between Taiwanese and KMT “outsiders”, the DPP has not only opened old wounds in Taiwan but also created anxiety in Beijing. China's Communists may have been at odds with the generalissimo. But they fear that Taiwan, by breaking with Chiang's legacy, may also be breaking away from the Chinese mainland.

2007/03/13

[亂寫]大叫

真想大叫

長久以來,壓抑自我、仰賴別人

頓時發現,或許這才才是造成我人格偏差的主因

但是要如何走出來

路呢?

我還在尋找

[亂寫]努力、期望、失望

發現自已又掉入努力期望失望的迴圈了

努力去做某件事

總以為自已能像把事做好的小孩,可以從他人處獲得獎賞

然而成大之後的世界,變得跟孩時的認知全然不同

抱著期望,就是自己爬上高樓

若能符合自己的期望,便可在高處將遠處的風景一覽無遺

但人生不如意,十之八九

所以我就是個自由落體般,從高處墜下,混身是傷

但,這一些又能怪誰呢?

誰叫你要爬上危險的高處呢!

或許是咎由自取吧

也許也該從一二去想想

2007/03/12

[亂寫]漂亮

很多時候

一般都是下屬
有人能將事做漂亮

一樣都是溝通
有人能把話說漂亮

同樣都是打扮
有人可身著漂亮

一樣的工作內容
多用點心思
就能有不同的結果

最後結語
手段要漂亮
城府要深沉

[亂寫]to Myself*

電影裡常常有男主角

說到「敬不列顛」、「敬美利堅」
意思就是為了英國、米國、中國.........blabla

今天
我說「to Myself」

以後我將為自已而活

skoal

*文法是to 還是for? 忘了

[亂寫]相聚離合

人生不相見
動若參與商

有的人一別離,再相見就是數年,或數十年

剎時間,明白了人們能相聚
是一種緣份

突然想起國中時
搭同一班校車的隔壁班同學
曾經,他是我的垃圾筒、最佳聽眾
分享現今回想起來都很可笑的哀傷心情

不知他如今好嘛?
高二之後就不曾再見到他了
希望他一切安好
時常想起他的「為何說東西而不是南北」的教學

對於當下
也該是要想開一點
來來去去的朋友

要來的人,一切靠機運,這是我無法選擇
離開的人,不論所相關事與物,我也無需掛心

忠於內心
找回自我的肯定

寫在深夜的睡前亂語

2007/03/11

[亂寫]週末心得

很多的驚喜,往往是因為不抱期望,

更多的失望,往往是因為期望太高。

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人生啊人生

2007/03/09

[Lyric]Can you read my mind

CAN YOU READ MY MIND
Singer: Maureen McGovern (from "Superman")

Can you read my mind?
Do you know what it is you do to me?
Don't know who you are

Just a friend from another star
Here I am, like a kid at the school

Holding hands with a god or a fool
Will you look at me, quivering,
Like a little girl, shivering,
You can see right through me.

Can you read my mind?
Can you picture the things I'm thinking of?

Wondering why you are
All the wonderful things you are.
You can fly - You belong to the sky

You and I could belong to each other.

If you need a friend,
I'm the one to fly too

If you need - to be loved -
Here I am, Read my mind!

[亂寫]車

路上的車子

來來往往

不知道對向車道上,車裡的駕駛們心想此刻的想法是什麼?

如果我有一種超能力

能看到每個人心裡的想法是什麼,那該有多好?

那會不會很炫呢?

who knows?

[亂寫]一個人

一個人也沒什麼不好

反正很多事情也只能一個人進行

吃飯也只能自已吃,別人也不能幫我吃

睡覺也只能自已睡,別人也不能幫我睡

讀書也只能自已讀,別人也不能幫我讀

思考也只能自已想,別人想透想破,也不關我的事

買衣服也只能買自已穿的,買別人的,我也不能穿

剪頭髮也只能剪我自已的,剪別人的,我的頭髮也不會變少


so...看來一個人也不錯


還是為一個人的自已做準備吧

[亂寫]我

我是誰

誰是我

誰是誰

誰是我

我是誰

[亂寫]近日有感

想要的,不一定得的到
不要的,也不必然能獲得

獲得的,不儘然是自已追求的
失去的,也不一定是自已厭惡的

開心的,不一定是你喜歡的
難過的,也並非都是討厭的

滿意的,有時候不是來自於自我
遺憾的,並一定就是缺陷

也許,這就是人生令眾生痴迷的部分

[亂寫]人生啊

世界上沒有偶然

有的

只有必然

2007/03/07

[Lyrics]I'd really love to see you tonight

I'd really love to see you tonight
England Dan & John Ford Coley

Hello, yeah, it's been a while
Not much, how about you
I'm not sure why I called
I guess I really just wanted to talk to you

And I was thinking maybe later on
We could get together for a while
It's been such a long time
And I really do miss your smile

*I'm not talking about moving in
And I don't want to change your life
But there's a warm wind blowing, the stars around
And I'd really love to see you tonight

We could go walking through a windy park
Or take a drive along the beach
Or stay at home and watch TV
You see it really doesn't matter much to me

I won't ask for promises
So you don't have to lie
We've both played that game before
Say I love you and say goodbye

[Lyrics]Hard To Say I'm Sorry

Chicago

Hard To Say I'm Sorry

Everybody needs a little time away
I heard her say
From
each other

Even lovers need a holiday
Far away from
each other

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say
I'm sorry
I just want you to stay

After all
that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I
promise to

And after all that's been said and
done
You're just a part of me I can't let
go

Couldn't stand to be kept away
Just for a
day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept
away
Far away
From the one that I love

Hold me
now
It is hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want
you to know
Hold me now
I really want to tell you
I'm sorry
I could never let you go

After all
that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I
promise to

After all that's been said and
done
You're just a part of me I can't let
go

After all that we've been through
I will
make it up to you
I promise to

2007/03/06

[亂寫]公轉自轉

如果我是一顆星

我希望我繞著她公轉
我希望我能繞著她公轉
我希望我可以繞著她公轉

我....

我還是.....一個人原地打轉?

I'm ........ ha...ha...ha...

[亂寫]付出

No paid no gain

不過付出不一定有收獲

但是一定有值得的feedback

[亂寫]期盼

1:不要期盼,就不會落空

2:努力但不求回報
也許這樣自已會開心一點
3:對人
好像滿難的啊
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第一點好像簡單一點
就像長大的小孩一樣,不會不能不要不行期盼
爸爸媽媽爺爺奶奶叔叔伯伯姑姑舅舅外公外婆不會再發紅包一樣

that's easy,反正今年我也沒拿到紅包

看開點,死了心就簡單了

哈哈哈哈
哈哈哈哈
哈哈哈哈
哈哈哈哈


[亂寫]Ease

對自已對別人的要求都少一點

這樣日子會好過很多

[亂寫]真實

世界紛紛擾擾喧喧鬧鬧

什麼是真實?

[亂寫]流星

流星

是不是背負了太多的孤單才會墜落?

如果是
那麼,請墜落吧!
因為我的孤單,好多好多...

藤井樹《我們不結婚好嗎》